STORY OF A FOOL, A HOT HEAD AND WISDOM 1 Samuel 25:1-38

1 Samuel 25:1-38

Every trial, every circumstance that comes into our lives gives us the unique experience of growth in our maturity or regression.  Our actions and reactions reveal the true character of our hearts.

David was called by God, "a man after my own heart” (1 Samuel 13:14), yet David was not perfect.  David wrote the majority of the book of Psalms revealing his heart that was at times elated with praise and joy in God, at times revealed sorrow/depression, and at times revealed anger. David was a real Biblical character willing to be transparent before God and people and reveal qualities that we struggle with today.

In this account of David’s encounter with Nabal we can learn several lessons all the while relating our reactions at times with those of David’s.

I. Anger begets anger… never resolves anything

Every day we hear of crimes that center around anger.  Road rage, domestic abuse, child abuse, violence runs rampant because at the core of the action is anger resulting in a loss of control.

The book of James is a great practical book helping us to live in a world that is full of anger and revenge.  James 4:1-3 “What is causing the quarrels and fights among you? Don’t they come from the evil desires at war within you? You want what you don’t have, so you scheme and kill to get it. You are jealous of what others have, but you can’t get it, so you fight and wage war to take it away from them. Yet you don’t have what you want because you don’t ask God for it. And even when you ask, you don’t get it because your motives are all wrong—you want only what will give you pleasure.”

In our story about David, he had a need and went to the person whom he thought would reciprocate the kindness because he protected his workers and flocks. But instead he was scorned and not appreciated by that person. Instead of walking away, asking and trusting God would provide, he let anger and pride  control his actions.

We all have the choice to give way to anger and the slippery slope it can lead us to or we can do what James says:

James 1:19-22 “Understand this, my dear brothers and sisters:  you must all be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry. Human anger does not produce the righteousness God desires. So get rid of all the filth and evil in your lives, and humbly accept the word God has planted in your hearts, for it has the power to save your souls. But don't just listen to God's word you must do what it says. Otherwise, you're only fooling yourselves.”

In the midst of a trial or temptation, how we respond will determine whether we grow and mature or if we remain stuck in destructive behaviors.  That's why James also says, “Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing.”

God is more interested in developing our character than keeping us comfortable in our old ways.

II. Wisdom soothes the ANGER beast

Proverbs 14:29 “people with understanding control their anger; a hot temper shows great foolishness”.  It is interesting that Nabal’s name meant “fool” and he apparently lived up to it.

Are you a Nabal when it comes to your responses?  David almost turned a trial into a temptation of murder! He allowed his emotions to lead rather that self-control and trust in the God who proved himself over and over again in David’s life.

The world we live in demands respect (respect is earned by the way we treat others never demanded).  The world we live in seeks revenge and retaliation (1 Peter 2:22-23 says Jesus “did not retaliate when he was insulted, nor threaten revenge when he suffered.  He left his case in the hands of God, who always judges fairly”). Jesus could have called upon the creative, explosive power of God to destroy his torturers, but he didn’t (Hebrews 5:7-8).  Instead he PRAYED for his torturers while hanging on the cross.  This very example is self control!!

1 Peter 1:13-16 “So think clearly and exercise self-control. Put all your hope in the gracious salvation that will come to you when Jesus Christ is revealed to the world. So you must live as God’s obedient children. Don’t slip back into your old ways of living to satisfy your own desires. You didn’t know any better then. But now you must be holy in everything you do, just as God who chose you is holy. For the Scriptures say, “You must be holy because I am holy.”

Thankfully for David, Nabal’s wife Abigail was the only one of the three of them who was thinking clearly and exercised self-control!

Proverbs 15:1 “A gentle answer deflects anger, but harsh words make tempers flare.”

If anyone would have benefited from David delivering his angry murder spree on Nabal, it would have been Abigail! From this short account we can only assume the neglect and abuse she encountered at the hands of an angry/selfish/wicked husband.

 But she wasn't just thinking about herself that day.  She saved all the men that worked for and were probably mistreated by a tyrant like Nabal.  Had she not intervened they all would have been dead by the end of the day.

I have a feeling Abigail had to intervene a lot for Nabal during the course of their marriage.  Nabal’s servant must have felt safe going to her knowing that she would listen and respond with wisdom rather than turn him into her husband for snitching.

III. Do all things with integrity

Abigail was a woman of integrity, how do I know this?  She took the blame that belonged to someone else in order to defuse a volatile situation.  She didn't lower herself to Nabal’s standards but rose above them.  She didn't sugar coat the truth about Nabal but implored David to also not lower himself to the standards of a wicked and ill-tempered man.

David responded to her wisdom and his anger was turned to gratitude and thanksgiving.

Wisdom and self control are the foundation for growth, maturity and moving beyond where we are now to a place of freedom and peace EVEN IN THE MIDST OF TRIALS.

"Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others."

Colossians 3:13

We all become frustrated and hurt with our family, friends, co-workers, acquaintances and even complete strangers.

It is in those very moments we have the opportunity to live this verse before them.

This doesn’t mean we compromise our values or ignore and pretend problems don’t exist.

It DOES mean checking our hearts and doing what James said (and this wasn't a suggestion!)
"BE quick to listen...slow to speak...slow to get angry"

We can CHOOSE to walk in unforgiveness or choose to walk in forgiveness.

So whom do you want to be want to be today….Nabal, the fool; David, the hot head; or Abigail, the wise and self-controlled?  It is a choice each one of us makes multiple times throughout the day.

To fig or not to fig

The next morning as they were leaving Bethany, Jesus was hungry. He noticed a fig tree in full leaf a little way off, so he went over to see if he could find any figs. But there were only leaves because it was too early in the season for fruit. Then Jesus said to the tree, “May no one ever eat your fruit again!” And the disciples heard him say it. (Mark 11:12-14 NLT)

A fig tree must have young roots already or it will be barren for the season.  The first figs ripen in late May or early June.  The tree in Mark 11:13 should have had fruit, unripe indeed, but existing.  In some lands fig-trees bear the early fruit under the leaves and the later fruit above the leaves.  In that case the leaves were a sign that there should have been fruit, unseen from a distance, underneath the leaves.  The condemnation of this fig-tree lay in the absence of any sign of fruit.

(Vines Expository Dictionary of New Testament Words, pg 434)

Jesus may have used this as an illustration of faith (see verses 20-27), but here are some lessons on fruit bearing in our lives:

1.  Be careful that we as his followers aren't "outwardly" showing green but fruit is non-existing.

     The religious in Jesus day loved to toot their own horns for the approval of others.  Their fruit was nonexistent because they were root-bound in tradition and law.  Oh they were producing leaves but without the seed in the fruit they would never multiply.  When they died, they took with them the ability to produce and feed (sow into) a future generation.

2.  Others should "see" our fruit before they even approach us to "hear" about our fruit or lack of.

      I personally never met Mother Teresa but her fruit exists today and will continue to be seen in generations that she selflessly invested in.  She once said, “I alone cannot change the world, but I can cast a stone across the waters to create many ripples.”

Jesus blew Nathanael away when he greeted him as a man of integrity.  He witnessed the fruit of Nathanael's beliefs before he heard it from Nathanael's mouth (John 1:45-51)

Anyone who has to boast about what they are doing will eventually be undone by their doing.  Our life should witness our beliefs.

3.  Life or death comes out of where we plant our roots (vs. 20)

     But you must continue to believe this truth and stand firmly in it. Don’t drift away from the assurance you received when you heard the Good News...And now, just as you accepted Christ Jesus as your Lord, you must continue to follow him. Let your roots grow down into him, and let your lives be built on him. Then your faith will grow strong in the truth you were taught, and you will overflow with thankfulness. (Colossians 1:23, 2:6,7NLT)

Having a heart of gratitude and thanksgiving is the food the soil of our hearts needs to produce fruit, which in turn produces life.

The apostle Paul knew this to be the key to a fruitful life.  Whatever happens, my dear brothers and sisters, rejoice in the Lord. I never get tired of telling you these things, and I do it to safeguard your faith. (Philippians 3:1 NLT)

Negativism, quarreling, jealousy, hostility selfish ambition, division, dissension...if this is the ground you and I are planting our roots then we will produce a one-time harvest of death. (Gal 5:19-21)

If, however, we choose the soil of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control then "there is no limit" to the fruitfulness and life we will produce. (Gal 5:22-26)

To fig or not to fig, the choice is up to you and me. 

God made us because he loved us!

"God made us because he loved us...

                    NOT God loved us because he made"

The first speaks of intentional and purposeful while the latter speaks of an afterthought or forced action.

So much of scripture supports the first rather than second statement.  Don't know about you but the difference makes a huge impact on my relationship with God, with his son Jesus Christ and with the Holy Spirit.

  

My desire to love and honor him in all I do and say, to worship him as the only true God grows deeper each day as I understand he loved me BEFORE I was even born! Amazing!!

These are truths we can build our lives on and believe when those around us might try to convince us otherwise:

You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered! (Psalms 139:13-17 NLT)

Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes. God decided in advance to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. This is what he wanted to do, and it gave him great pleasure. (Ephesians 1:4, 5 NLT)

The earth is the Lord’s, and everything in it. The world and all its people belong to him. (Psalms 24:1 NLT)

Long ago the lord said to Israel: “I have loved you, my people, with an everlasting love. With unfailing love I have drawn you to myself. (Jeremiah 31:3 NLT)

We love each other because he loved us first. (1 John 4:19 NLT)

God showed how much he loved us by sending his one and only Son into the world so that we might have eternal life through him. This is real love—not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to take away our sins. (1 John 4:9, 10 NLT)

What shall we say about such wonderful things as these? If God is for us, who can ever be against us? Since he did not spare even his own Son but gave him up for us all, won’t he also give us everything else? Who dares accuse us whom God has chosen for his own? No one—for God himself has given us right standing with himself. Who then will condemn us? No one—for Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and he is sitting in the place of honor at God’s right hand, pleading for us. Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death?

No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us. And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 8:31-35, 37-39 NLT)

I pray you find encouragement and hope in this truth today!  Nothing you do or will do, you are or will become, you believe or don't believe is the basis for God's love for you.  He loves you just because he loves you!

sorrow=repentance=change

Have mercy on me, O God, because of your unfailing love. Because of your great compassion, blot out the stain of my sins. Wash me clean from my guilt. Purify me from my sin. For I recognize my rebellion; it haunts me day and night. Against you, and you alone, have I sinned; I have done what is evil in your sight...Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Oh, give me back my joy again; you have broken me— now let me rejoice. Don’t keep looking at my sins. Remove the stain of my guilt. Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a loyal spirit within me. Do not banish me from your presence, and don’t take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and make me willing to obey you. Then I will teach your ways to rebels, and they will return to you. The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit. You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O God. (Psalms 51:1-13, 17 NLT)

I love the transparency of David!  At some point in the Psalms David displays everyone emotion known to man.  He struggled with the same sins and temptations we struggle with today, those Paul described in Galatians 5:19-23.

David also knew the key to not living, not remaining or making this sin his lifestyle by choice, was being open and transparent before God and others; recognizing that at the very core of our sinful nature is rebellion against God; and not remaining in the guilt of the past.  The above Psalm was penned after his adultery with Bathsheba and subsequent murder of her husband to hide the sin.  

Hidden sin will always remain a stumbling block to any recovery and restoration.  Sharing how God has worked through it is critical to our freedom.  Too often we fall short of this freedom because of fear from what others might think or do.  Sometimes freedom comes from the hand of confrontation.

Being remorseful (sorrow) is the doorway leading to repentance, never the end result.  Paul tells us in 2 Corinthians 7:9-10

"...the pain caused you to repent and change your ways. It was the kind of sorrow God wants his people to have...For the kind of sorrow God wants us to experience leads us away from sin and results in salvation. There’s no regret for that kind of sorrow. But worldly sorrow, which lacks repentance, results in spiritual death."

Acknowledgment of sin = sorrow = repentance = change.  Sorrow is not repentance.  Sorrow is a feeling; repentance is an action which results in change.  David experienced and lived this process.  Was he perfect?  No, his sin brought consequences to his household for generations to come.  But because he choose true repentance over just sorrow God called him "a man after my own heart." 

Words unspoken

Good grief why did I just say that?  Why did I feel I had to say something that wasn't true to get out of a situation?  And the words came so easily...too easy!

Truth was I really didn't have to say anything and it would have been ok, so why did I feel the need to 'explain'?

The hearer of my words didn't know any different and my words had no ill effect on them, yet the nagging hurt in my heart was still there.  It was because my disappointment was not from the person I was talking to but rather the heart of God, his spirit was grieving inside me.

A good friend of mine often says, "words unspoken don't have to be retracted."

May this be the cry of my heart every day...multiple times throughout the day:

O lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. 

You know what I am going to say even before I say it, lord. 

Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. 

Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life. (Psalms 139:1, 4, 23, 24 NLT)

Take control of what I say, O lord, and guard my lips. Don’t let me drift toward evil or take part in acts of wickedness. Don’t let me share in the delicacies of those who do wrong. (Psalms 141:3, 4 NLT)

I pray my words always reflect truth and the spirit living within me.

This present and future salvation

Salvation is a promise, an inheritance of future fulfillment but also an experience we are to live now.  It is a personal and yet also a corporate action.

We read in 1Peter 1:3-5, "All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is by his great mercy that we have been born again, because God raised Jesus Christ from the dead. Now we live with great expectation, and we have a priceless inheritance—an inheritance that is kept in heaven for you, pure and undefiled, beyond the reach of change and decay. And through your faith, God is protecting you by his power until you receive this salvation, which is ready to be revealed on the last day for all to see."

  

I understand we live in a physical world where the spiritual can become an afterthought; heaven can become an idea, a 'someday' promise that has lost its importance and truth for today.  The worlds standards have slowly invaded our thoughts and actions substituting our longing for God's ways with current fads or acceptable practices of the here-and-now.  The opposite is we can become too heavenly minded we loose sight of why we were created to be here. How we live and interact with others, how we represent the Kingdom of God today will have a huge impact not only on us but those around us.

Do we really live as Peter suggests with "great expectation" looking for a "priceless inheritance" one that is neither silver or gold or can be delivered in a Uhaul? Do we afford our thoughts and hearts to be dictated by our hunger for comfort or do we allow the still small voice of God's spirit to melt and reshape our minds to his thoughts and his standards?

Peter tells us we must go through trials but there is wonderful joy ahead of us.  It is through these trials that our faith grows; we don't see him now but we trust him and the reward for our trust will be the salvation of our souls.

Jesus said no one knows the day or the hour when he will return for us but the Father.  He calls us, he expects us, to be ready at any moment which means we are to live not in fear or condemnation but with hope and expectation.  If we truly believe we are preparing today in this world for a future home that is amazing and beyond anything we could ever experience here shouldn't our lives and lifestyles reflect that?  Shouldn't we be willing to go the extra mile to bring this hope to others around us?  Shouldn't our actions be the sweet aroma of Christ rather than the repugnant scent of complacency and conformity to the world to those around us?  We all long for truth and identity in something (Someone) greater than ourselves.  Not just words spoken Sunday morning, but lived through our touch to others 24/7.   

It should never be enough to know that "we have our ticket to heaven."   The daily cry from our hearts should be "God open my ears and my eyes to see the hurting, the disillusioned, and the rejected from society and may I have the privilege of sharing your Good News, your aroma with them today."

For God says, “At just the right time, I heard you. On the day of salvation, I helped you.” Indeed, the “right time” is now. Today is the day of salvation. (2 Corinthians 6:2 NLT)

What's in The Name?

They brought in the two disciples and demanded, "By what power, or in whose name, have you done this?" Acts 4:7

Peter and John had just brought healing through the name of Jesus to a lame man.  They weren't being questioned for just any name they used, but because the miracle was done through the name of Jesus.

This was more than a healing.  It was yet another direct blow to the core of the religious system that was entangling people rather than releasing them.

Some of those questioning Peter and John were Sadducees who did not believe in the resurrection of the dead.  Matthew 27:52 tells us when Jesus released his spirit (when he died) the earth and tombs opened for many godly men and women who had died and were raised from the dead. They left the cemetery after Jesus resurrection, went into Jerusalem and appeared to many people!

How could they continue to deny the resurrection when faced with a live 'dead person'?

Peter and John were put in prison for preaching and healing in the name of Jesus, a dead man.  Did the religious leaders really think this would stop the power and spread of the Name they were so afraid of?  Even in prison the power of the Name transcended confinement.

Children in Biblical times were named with great significance and meaning, names weren't just given because they sounded good. 

The Greek word for name in Acts 4:7 literally means everything the thought or feeling of which is aroused in the mind by mentioning, hearing or remembering the name including one's rank, authority, interests, pleasure, command, excellences, deeds etc.

So what does Jesus name represent?

• He was given this specific name by God Jo17:12
• Jesus protected the disciples by the power of the name God gave him Jo 17:12
• God will grant our requests because of Jesus name Jo16:23-24
• We can go directly to Father God with our requests, no intermediary is necessary Jo16:23-24
• Salvation is only in his name Acts 2:21; 4:12
• Boldness and power come in his name Acts 4:29-30
• All will submit to and confess his name, even evil Phil 2:10-11
• His name is above every other name recognized by God and evil Phil 2:9
• All the fullness of God exists in his name Col 1:19
• The world, seen and unseen, exists and is held together through his name Col 1:15-17
• He has always existed, no beginning and no end to his name Col1:17
• His followers have his Authority over all power of the enemy through his name Luke 10:19; Acts 16:16-18
• Forgiveness of sins Luke 24:47; Acts 13:38; Galatians 1:4
• Healing comes through his name Acts 4:10
• Eternal life comes through his name 1John 5:13
• Peace in the midst of hardship John 16:33
• Deliverance from addictions Romans 6; 8:12-13

This list is not all inclusive; to be so would take volumes of books.  Rather an encouragement to realize we don't need to live a powerless and mundane life as a Jesus follower. 

In order to follow someone we need to understand who and what that person stands for. Take the responsibility and search the scriptures for yourself, look for and understand the one whose name you take (Christian).  Discover the rich and abundant life only available through the Name of Jesus Christ.  

He is either the embodiment of Truth or the best con artist the world and history has ever known.

What does his name mean to you?

           

Character of the Worshiper

The character of the worshiper will always be molded by the character of what he worships. 

Worship the past or life's challenges and our character will reflect anger, depression, loneliness, regret, hopelessness, etc.  We can't function today by living in the past or by life dictated by challenges or consequences.

As with emotions our circumstances are not the foundation upon which to base our lives or opinion of who God is.  

Peace has been stripped away, and I have forgotten what prosperity is. I cry out, "My splendor is gone! Everything I had hoped for from the Lord is lost!” The thought of my suffering and homelessness is bitter beyond words. I will never forget this awful time, as I grieve over my loss. Yet I still dare to hope when I remember this: The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is his faithfulness; his mercies begin afresh each morning. I say to myself, “The Lord is my inheritance; therefore, I will hope in him!  The Lord is good to those who depend on him, to those who search for him. So it is good to wait quietly for salvation from the Lord.” (Lamentations 3:17-26NLT)

Here are some lessons we can learn from Jeremiah:

1. In the midst of difficulties Jeremiah drew from truth he learned and experienced about God.  Reliance on truth rather than emotions as a result of circumstance will help see us through the difficult times.  Emotions are fickle and will always disappoint us.

2.  God knows our limits...He will never allow more than we can handle but will always be our help if we allow him to be. (1 Corinthians 10:13)

3.  No matter what happens today, there will always be a tomorrow...a fresh start.  I am so very thankful God does not give us 'left-overs' but new mercies, new grace and new hope every morning. 

4.  The best way to handle emotions that would seem to overwhelm us is to hope on him; seek him; and wait quietly for his deliverance. The attitude we take during waiting is just as important as the waiting. Waiting is a discipline that yields great rewards and a promise:  "Those that wait upon the Lord will renew their strength." (Isaiah 40:31)

Don't hide or run from difficult circumstances, that only prolongs the outcome.  Work through them, don't use them as an excuse to stay where you are.  Sometimes seeking Gods help will come through wise Godly counsel from someone you can trust who will care and walk with you through the difficult times in your life. That person should always direct you to God not away from him nor to themselves for your help. 

Today may we be a worshiper of the God of truth not what others say or what our emotions may try to convince us is truth.  Through our worship may we be molded by his hope, strength, and wisdom.

O come let us adore Him, Christ the Lord!  

In that day he will be your sure foundation, providing a rich store of salvation, wisdom, and knowledge. The fear of the Lord will be your treasure. (Isaiah 33:6 NLT)

The Aroma of Waiting

So the Lord must wait for you to come to him so he can show you his love and compassion. For the Lord is a faithful God. Blessed are those who wait for his help. (Isaiah 30:18 NLT)

Waiting is hard...I don't particularly like waiting!  It's not that I shy away from the process of a challenge or new ideas but I also like action and resolution. Waiting is especially hard when it is in silence.  Am I supposed to be doing something or perhaps nothing and if so what direction should I or shouldn't I take?  If I'm not careful my mind will go into overtime seeking direction when the only direction I'm to be taking is...waiting.  

The act of waiting can be the difference between microwave cooking and crock-pot cooking.  There are advantages to both but depending on the end result sometimes one is better than the other.  

Microwave cooking is quick and always has the background sound of the microwave working.  

Crock-pot cooking is silent and would seem as though nothing is happening until the wonderful aroma of whatever is slow cooking starts to permeate the room.

I usually make roast beef in my crock pot with plenty of onions, garlic and other seasonings and veggies.  Raw onions and garlic are too potent and bitter for my taste but when mixed with the roast and slow cooked all day their flavors soften and enhance an amazing taste to the beef.

Life's heartaches and trials are like onions and garlic; left raw they are offensive, burning, bringing  tears at times; and if not dealt with we can give off a horrible smell to those around us.  But when we allow the Holy Spirit to work through them in our hearts amazing lessons and compassion adds flavor and aromas that draw others to his grace and mercy.  This takes time...waiting.

It is in the waiting our hardened hearts receive the tenderizing of 'Holy Spirit slow cooking' in order for the extravagant grace and mercy of God to be seen (smelled) in the world around us.

In waiting comes the promise, "You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you! (Isaiah 26:3 NLT)

May we not be in such a hurry for quick fixes that we miss the sweet aroma Christ is trying to produce in us through our waiting times.

Seasonal Planting

I said, ‘Plant the good seeds of righteousness, and you will harvest a crop of love. Plow up the hard ground of your hearts, for now is the time to seek the Lord, that he may come and shower righteousness upon you.’ (Hosea 10:12 NLT)

I love living in an area where we can enjoy all four seasons!  It is exciting seeing green sprouts bursting forth from cool earth; planting a new garden; color replacing brown and barren landscapes; the smell of first mowed grass; chats with neighbors; long walks; and sitting on the deck under the warmth of the sun.  

Fall brings gorgeous hews of warm colors; cool, crisp and invigorating days filled with energy to prepare for the hardness of winter; fall harvest festivals; and the anticipation of Holidays spent with family and friends. Winter brings times of rest from outside projects and focusing on inside projects and the warm glow of the fireplace while snuggled under my blanket on the recliner reading or watching a movie with a hot cup of cocoa or tea. 

The seasons of our lives are very much in sync with the seasons of the earth.  We plant seeds in the spring/summer of our lives when we are young, fresh, rejuvenated, and ready to face any storm that might be on the horizon. Those seeds could be times of investments in preparing for marriage; or in raising our young children; or spending time navigating young family life with other couples.  As in the springtime, we may not see the immediate results of these plantings but the seeds of investments are ready to spring forth from the dead casings they have been in. 

Other times we are in the fall/winter of our lives when we are exhausted and weary from the weeds-trials that have grown in our lives among our good crops sewn. The elements of trials and heartaches beat down on us sometimes to the point of surrender. Children gone astray, marriages falling apart, loss of elderly parents or of spouses can become part of the barren landscape of our winters.  Yet as with winter wheat* this is the perfect environment needed for trust and faith to take root in our hearts.

Our summer soil (hearts) need just the right amount of sun and rain so new growth can take place from new seedlings and ones planted for the future. Too much heat burns the crop; too much rain drowns and rots the seed.

Our winter soil (hearts) can become hard from the distance of the suns warmth and the snow and ice. Yet the coldness & snow is needed to help insulate the roots of bulbs resting that have yet to produce once the thawing starts in the spring.

My point is there can be growth in any season we are in. Growth comes from struggles, hurts and pain that can at times become unbearable to stand under...alone.  Seeds have to struggle to burst forth from dead protective casings of fear and hopelessness. Our struggles provide the perfect environment where the painful toiling of the Holy Spirit can bring life back into our hearts if we let him.  

The life lessons we learn through the toiling cannot be taught through a book or observing others.  Personal harvests produces peace and contentment out of bitterness, hope replaces discouragement, and rest replaces strife and anxiousness.

In all seasons, Lord, may my heart be pliable soil so the fruit of your spirit may take hold, deeply rooted so the storms won't destroy the crops you want to harvest in my life. Keep the weeds of complaining and bitterness from taking root and strangling the work you are trying to do in my heart. May the harvest be 100 fold for your glory and honor.

*Winter wheat is a crop plant that is cultivated from September to December in the Northern Hemisphere. Winter wheat sprouts before freezing occurs, then becomes dormant until the soil warms in the spring.  It is ready to be harvested by early July.   Without this wheat we wouldn't have the flour used for making breads since it is a heartier wheat.

A supernatural heart

Watchman Née said in his book The Normal Christian Life[i]:

The heart, God says, is "desperately sick" (Jer 17:9) and he must do something more fundamental than cleanse it: he must give us a new one. We do not wash and iron clothing that we are going to throw away...the flesh is too bad to be cleansed it must be crucified."

God said in Ezekiel 36:26, "A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you."

God didn't come to save our flesh yet so much time and energy is spent on our flesh. The cosmetic, diet/exercise and medical businesses are billion dollar enterprises that help us feel good and some changes are even beneficial for our health.  I thank God for the wisdom and creativity he has give to those in the medical profession for life threatening diseases and surgeries. God created us with a desire to fight off illnesses and diseases lest we easily give up and die.

We all want to look and feel our best.  Our bodies are the instrument through which we live in this world...we need our bodies.  But could the need for constant self improvement have its root in wanting to satisfy our spiritual hunger and desires our own way?  If we could change the outer appearance to get a sense of accomplishment or receive recognition would that truly satisfy the deeper longing?  Lasting change starts from the inside out.  Lasting change starts with not a renewed or laundered heart, but a new heart...a new spirit within us.  

God can't live in a heart that is partially clean or filled with greed, self pride, deceit, lies, anger, self inspired morality, drunkenness, quarreling, and lust.  These hearts have no room left for him.  A new heart comes with God's presence which is the opposite of our 'self natured' heart.  His presence fills our hearts with endless love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control.

How does this happen?  It isn't a physical heart transplant but a spiritual. No man in and of himself can accomplish this transformation.  Our part is recognizing we can't do enough good deeds or recite enough religious prayers or liturgies or be morally good enough to clean or fix a broken heart. The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit. You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O God. (Psalms 51:17 NLT) 

No one has ever physically witnessed one of these heart transplants, but the proof is demonstrated through the outward expressions and life changes of the recipients.  Jesus said, "A good person produces good things from the treasury of a good heart, and an evil person produces evil things from the treasury of an evil heart. What you say flows from what is in your heart. (Luke 6:45 NLT). This will give proof of what condition our hearts are in...the old natural heart or the new transplanted heart.

Once the new heart is received and the old natural heart tries to rear its ugly head (make no mistake it will!), this new heart is able to be cleansed with the 'soap' of the Holy Spirit because the contents are not filled with the old ways but the new ways of God.

No one is ever beyond hope of receiving this new heart. So which heart will speak and act through you and me today?

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[i] The Normal Christian Life, ©Angus I Kinnear 1957 by Gospel Literature Service, Bombay, India